Take me to somewhere only i know.

1. Muttered words, harsh curses. All are blended together. i just want to be respected by silence.Sometimes i do enjoy the joy of sounds but sometimes when i get myself a deeper thoughts,the noises do get on my nerves.

2. Nice but pretty cruel fever caught me up.i feel so sick. Sick of having this cold.I hate flu.I can barely breath! Enough, i need an enough sleep.

3. I crave for a beautiful dream.That fascinates me all night long, and bring me up to the top of the dark skies. To somewhere only i know, so i ought to belong everything i so call ; The happiness.

So long,peeps. Enjoy the weekend :)

My lecturer is such a creep !

She talked craps! maybe it's just a first impression of mine towards her. Today is her first lecture in my class. It started when she tried to introduce herself. At first i thought it was such a lame introduction, about her educations nnn sort of. Then she told us that she rejected her overseas offer letter. She refused to study abroad just because she hates packing her things. ERK?

and then.. this is some of her sayings i manage to recall..

"emm i hate packing my things. My house is messy. that's why i don't allow anyone to come to my house.

i have a husband, and a child."



it was still okay, until...



" hmm what else,you wanna know about me? hmm i hate my life. i hate being single. i hate married. i hate my husband, and blablablablaaaa"



OH Goat. she hates her life? she hates her husband? so why she is married if she hates it.err she said she hates being single isn't it? so why does she hates married? ahahah like i said, my lecturer is creepy.don't you think so? she is not happy with her life. so back off if you loathe them.

hahah sorry i kind of rude here.

don't know why,

i feel like a loser, and so helpless right now.

Ohhh

1 tabiat negatif oleh penghuni penghuni di rumah ku.

Bila telefon rumah berbunyi, semua orang buat buat tak tau. semua org duduk mengharapkan org lain pergi menjawab telefon. Tapi bila handphone sendiri yang berbunyi, amboi amboi bukan main berlari lari nak pergi jawab org call.

HAISHHH.

Berbeza dengan kawankawan aku, bila telefon rumah diorang berbunyi, masingmasing berebut rebut untuk menjawab panggilan.

hihi dasar pemalas adik beradik aku ini. yela,aku pon ;p

Boredom claws my mind,

WHAT'S WRONG WITH BEING A BORING KIND OF GUY?

Favourite! based from Mamma Mia film.

Being miles away from you.

Atiey and sue.my roommates. the one good thing about not seeing you is that i can start missing you ! <3

Atiey, ME , jiha.

Sorry Atiey,gambar kau tak ready lagi.haha!

Semester break is coming to an end! oh please don't..please don't!

The Fear. wheww

I hate staying home alone. all alone. Let me tell you my biggest FEAR when i stuck up at home all on my own. BURGLAR.

And you know what? 'It' really appeared last thursday. Like yeah, i was alone that creepy time.i was in my room, and out of a blue heard odd sounds.They were like 'crank' and 'dang'. I went out of my room,trying to check that fishy noises,then discovered that someone was trying to break the window! i moved jerkily at the other side, and then ran to the kitchen to lock the door and there was a huge nervy in me. i opened my mouth.and i screamed.i screamed at the top of the lungs!the loudest i can possibly go.i screamed and screamed until i was out of breath.(how stupid i was.i know.) i screamed to make that asshole burglar to stay away frm the window,stay away from my house!( it was the dumbest idea i ever thought of.)
Then i ran to my room to get my handphone.(i was soo scared to use the house's phone since it sits just in front of the window) i called mom's phone so she could reach the neighbours. crazy me.i don't even keep my neighbours' numbers in my phonebook lists.i rang my brother too.within a minute,some neighbours came. Thats why i said,screaming is such a bloodyfool idea. i shouldn't scream instead of calling the neighbours first so they can catch the asshole burglar redhanded! i kind of regret.but i shivered too much when it comes to that situation. That asshole ran away when he heard my ugly scream,though.
My house had been broken up fr many time.Although all the windows had been secured with grills. Somehow the burglars are smarter.Damn it.damn it.dammit.dammit!!


nasib baik aku x apa apa. terima kasih Tuhan..

A day before eid mubarak.

I accompanied my mom to Pasar Batu 6. mom kept insisting me to wake up early (that is something i always groan about)to prepare everything for our openhouse. aduhh.what can i say, as a good daughter i'll do anything for you mom.(huahua konon la) mom didn't want to involve with any traffic jams,and didn't want to struggle with the difficulty to park her car. ye ye ramai orang di pasar at that time,preparing for their celebrations of eid mubarak.

i snapped some photos while i was there. i didn't use DSLR camera.(tak mampuuuuu.hehe)
i used my handphone's camera instead. so gambar tak lawa.,,buruk je.

say goodbye to bazaar Ramadhan.

sambal petai. lauk for todayyy hehe

have a look.pasar batu enam was getting crowded with cars

my adik. Wafa

beratnyaaaaa!tolong la,jangan pandai tengok je! ;p ;p

passing by the bazaar ramadhan again. i sobbed. *konon la

macam tak pernah pergi pasar je aku ni ;p

The last night of Ramadhan ;(

i lied.i cheated.
i've been talking craps.
i've been stalking.
i made stupid jokes.
i gave too much excuses.
i wasn't punctual.
i falsely believed.
i spoiled the day.,and your moods.
i stabbed behind your backs.
i laughed for your weaknesses.
i yelled too loud.
i boasted.
i slandered.
i slammed the door.
i went back late.
i skipped classes.
i detested.
i pretended to be like an angel.
i behaved such as a monster.
i groaned and mad.
i hurt others' feelings.
i've been choosy about peers.
i ran from responsibilities.
i stole your precious moments.
i agreed nothing with your opinions.
i conquered everything.
i cut the queues.
i owe your money,
i wasted your time.
i've been too fussy.
i discouraged you.
i annoyed you.
i drove you mad.
i wasn't good enough.
i refused to listen.
i've been a bossy.
i degraded.
i didn't care.
i refused to pick up the calls.
i humiliated others.
i've made up stories.
i tried to pick up a fight.
i dumped you.
i've been such a nuisance.
i accused others.
i left you scars.
i disobeyed.
i let you down.
i've been a judgemental.
i lost my mind.
i won't tolerate.
i pointed up fingers to you.
i've been your hatred.
i refused to lend my hands.
i've been so rude.
i ruined everythinggggggg!



MILLIONS OF APOLOGIES FOR ALL MY WRONGDOINGS.
i know i've came out with so much troubles all these days.

tonight is the last of Ramadhan. SEDIH3333 ;(
Hoping to see the next Ramadhan. God,may i have a hundred year more?
time is running too fast and how come raya comes up too early? !!


Salam Aidilfitri daripada sy,Nur Kartika bt.Azmi sekeluarga.
Ampun dan maaf dipinta untuk segala dosa saya.
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

try to vomit.

i hate just lying around,i'm getting so fat and it's emberassing just to look in the mirror.i'd better give up junk food,and i wonder if i can make it ;p
i hate jumping around and lifting weight and all that stuff.but i got a rule to live by,and always BEAR IN MIND; i shouldn't let the fat creep up on me! yes shout it out loud over again and again.hehee.
i still remember when i was 12.my family and i had a lunch at a kelantanese restaurant,somewhere at Chow kit road.we would rejoice at the thought of having budu,ulam-ulaman and so on.Abruptly,i felt like going to the loo. it was at the back of the restaurant( i know,no need to mention 'cause where it would be?eheh) i was extremely shocked to see 'the wastes' were all over, here and there.EWWW what a gross,man! Back to the table,nothing concerned me except what my eyes just caught just now. it surely washed away all my appetites.
Until now, it's still my dad's favourite restaurant. and i can't stand their meals anymore!

craving for a sense of manner.

It is a GREAT INSULT to me when the person i'm talking to replies me with unpleasant way.Oh,helloo!!!
There's a line between honesty and rudeness. I have to say it in a straightforward manner. In other words, put it bluntly.But the circumstances differ. I hate to deal with rude shopkeepers ( it includes makcik2 kedai makan,cashiers at any shopping malls/shops or whatsoever) , clerks at uia's departments. They so0-refuse to smile when dealing with customers/students. Is it too hard to behave politely? Just quit your jobs if you think dealing with us is encumberring. It's a pleasure for me indeed !

AN INSPIRATION !

It's still one of my favourite,yet something that inspires me through my ups and downs. PERHAPS.
You rock,Coldplay!

yes i'm home!

Abah already hung up my lukisan batik in my room!
it was my Kerja Kursus Pendidikan Seni SPM 2008.

:D

Thankyou so much Abah. hee

EID EIDDDDDDD

The atmosphere here has been chaotic since the holiday is going to start.Hari Raya's just around the corner.Everybody seems studying intensely bcause final exam is coming soon. To be frank, i'm not well-prepared yettttttt.,*err.
I just can't wait to be at home, cuddling the kittens ;p
Not to mention the fact that i was summonned fr going back late.
! !

Sigh.

Life is just a random series of events which we have no control.

Reconcile :)

As i was chattering with a roommate, she came craning at my bed,threw her smile and asked me with some sort of politeness to lend my dictionary. For God's sake i was astonished and sooo pleased that she started to knock the door of my violent+snobbish heart. *with a plenty of smiles.
Thank God.ily buddy. *lewd. ;p

i slipped my tongue?

i have no idea, what is happening to her. She refuse to talk to me, she ignores me, we're not friends anymore.

A mundane week to be whimpered of!

i arrived at my hometown last week, with a great of excitement and a blissful way. i felt a pleasure of amusement,with my lips stretched their ends upturned.it was an arousing and exciting day of my life ! huhhu

stepping up into my house,things and arrangement of furnitures are still the same ,constant.As i stepped up into my room,it's not a great shock to see the dustiness.I hope i can get online contently but is grievous since the laptop has problem with it's hard disc. wutta dissapointment..hush

My parents were not at home for 3 days since they had their own works outside the town. is it a joyful holiday? nope! :(

now i'm at uia Nilai. trembling here,again and again.

UWAAA!!

*let's go to Pcom PC fair at KLCC this weekend! :)

heavy music.huuhhaa

Before this, i always condemn and detest my brother 'cause he always shriek here and there, turn on his screamo songs loudly.Me and siblings call them 'lagulagu setan'.

Now i am so into these screamo songs.Being in uia Nilai is damn monotonous!with miles away from fmily. Tuning up this kind of songs incredibly a contented and pleasing to me! they surely helps me to seek lively and jovial moments here,i'll say! :D

Hardcore songs, it;s not a missaprehend.They're still lagu lagu setan.
yyeeha ! :D