Don't kill mocking birds.

My sister just got married!

2011-12-30T23:46:00.000-08:00

24th December 2011

25th December 2011

Wishing both of you a world of happiness and joy! Ameen

P/s: Lepas ni kita x boleh jadi roommate lagi kat rumah :(

2011-12-17T21:29:00.000-08:00

My poor heart is sentimental,

Not made of wood.
I got it bad and that ain't good.

- Duke Ellington, 1941

2011-12-14T19:54:00.000-08:00

Just love some parts of the lyrics ;

"Ada teratak di hujung kampung

Bawah cermin kopak ada kotak
Tersembunyi dalamnya ada tempurung
Sembunyi bawahnya katak melalak"

"Maafkan mereka, mereka tidak tahu
Mereka tidak ramas buku, mereka segan ilmu
Mereka tidak fasih malah fasik guna kata
Kita kongsi nama bangsa tapi tidak kasta bahasa
Maafkan mereka, mereka tiada nilai
Ibu bapa lalai dari kecil dah diabai
Tanpa kasih sayang, mereka suka menyakiti
Kita kongsi warna mata tapi tidak warna hati"

2011-10-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

I miss Terengganu..

I miss everyone in it.

Mom :')

Big Bad Wolf- the biggest bookfair in the world

2011-10-22T05:19:00.000-07:00

Malaysians love booksssss

How could we not turn crazy? Novels which cost me about rm30++ at kinokuniya,mph,Popular bookstores were sold only rm8 here?

People were buying in boxes. And all the books were still in good condition.Glossy ;)

Best book fair ever. Kudos to big bad wolf.

Seriously worth going!

2011-10-21T07:37:00.000-07:00

You say that you love rain,

but you open your umbrella when it rains.

You say that you love sun,

but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines.

You say that you love the wind,

but you close your windows when wind blows.

That is why I'm afraid, you say that you love me too.

- William Shakespeare

:-/

2011-10-20T09:25:00.000-07:00

Slimy road,

Misty hope.

Slipping in,

Yea I cringe.

It is dusty,

Pave's so dirty.

Overwrought,

I better stop.

2011-08-09T22:59:00.000-07:00

I want to lay on those flowers, and stare at the skaii

Where what was impossible,

is now nothing

WEEEEEHOOOO

I GET IT NOW.

2011-08-08T07:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's story

2011-08-01T02:28:00.000-07:00

So this is my sort of like,the first attempt to make sheperds pie, inspired by Salwa. (click for the recipe) hehe

Before masuk oven

After keluar oven and di-lantak

HAHA tu je.

Pesta ibadah sudah bermula. Yok! Happy Ramadhan :)

2011-07-22T08:56:00.000-07:00

"When it's over you look up: the world looks the same but you are somehow different and that feeling lingers for days."

— Audrey Niffenegger (The Time Traveler's Wife)

Naissss

2011-06-24T11:48:00.001-07:00

Last weekend

2011-06-21T02:43:00.000-07:00

Soda Ceria Restoran Nim's Island Bangi

Putrajaya.

It's only a matter of time

2011-06-06T03:38:00.000-07:00

"It's only a matter of time.Until you like him.Until you love him.Until you date him.Until he breaks your heart,and you can't take it anymore,you just..It's only a matter of time."

-anonymous

Untitled V

2011-06-05T05:06:00.000-07:00

I’ve been pretty down for awhile. You know,when all of a sudden you’re emotionally unstable. I know I’ve been only thinking of the lack of things in my life. I know I should realize how fortunate I am. There are people with incurable diseases, surviving regardless of their poverty, and their faces were splashed with acid but still I feel miserable with life I live in.

Maybe the surrounding?

Family? Yeap. Miles away from me.

Friends? Always there for me.But you know, everyone has his own business to be concerned about.

Boyfriend? Sorry.In a long-distance relationship.

But..

God? *poof!*(a sense of guilt) God never leave me behind.

Dear God, thank you for being there when nobody else was. Thank you for the blessings.Eventhough I'm not that deserving.

Thank you.

#Rants

2011-05-29T08:13:00.000-07:00

Do you ever feel so upset even food couldn't cheer you up?

Do you ever feel so turned off, and you're getting confused if you should be crying or screaming and you go silent and don't talk too much.

Why do women have to be so complicated?

Idk I am so confused with myself. Ugh.

Hari ni saya rajin post kat blog :D

2011-05-27T09:52:00.000-07:00

Saje je.

Eternally hungry

2011-05-27T04:10:00.000-07:00

I don't care I'm marrying this pizza.

such a seducer la this pizza.

and breed this.HEHE

and I desperately want to know how this pavlova tastes like.

#I don'care how much kilos I'll gain because of these.

Cukup-cukup la mintak title ngan aku.

2011-05-02T10:35:00.000-07:00

Haters gonna hate,

Potatoes gonna potate.

Since I barely post here anymore.

2011-04-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

1. I only post here when my emotions flood out.

2. My holidays are as what I expected to be.

3. I sacrifice my nap time just to go on tumblr.

4. We onri have a cat at home now.(Mom dumped her,she came back)

5. I..need to go to toilet.

Byeboii.

Another unhappy post

2011-03-29T02:45:00.005-07:00

I can't stand another fight,

I know we lost our conversation,

I think we lost it all,

All the days we spent together,

Now seem so far away.

2011-03-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

I'm such a waste of space right?

I knew it.

Unhappy post

2011-03-23T00:41:00.000-07:00

You know how it feels,when you think you've worked your best and put good efforts on something but it didn't turn out to be as much as you expected.

Oh you know how it feels?

So now you feel me.

You're asking me "are you okay?"

Obviously NOT

From now on I'll stop expecting, because I know my high expectations would only lead to disappointments.

Too much of these.

I know everything happens for reasons but I wish I knew what that reason was!

I'm tired of everything.

Bye

Parental advisory

2011-03-16T04:02:00.001-07:00

This is a dead blog.

You know, like how I did;

I dumped friendster for myspace,

then

I dumped myspace for facebook,

and

I turned out to dump blogspot for tumblr. hihi

Oh don't be upset,my avid readers :D

I'll remain here for you.

Dude. That's not funny.

2011-03-09T06:08:00.000-08:00

*click for bigger picture.

Cyberspace as the FIN.

2011-02-24T00:59:00.000-08:00

She stared and wandered,
Curiously scrutinized,
"Why he's all alone? He's cute,though."
Unspoken words, it was merely a thought.

and the years passed by,
Oh there they met,
He winked,
She winked,
God, that was the sweetest torture!
That ever occurred.

Tick-tock.

A bond was created,
Though a flesh didn't get into a flesh, but
it turned into a friendship electronic,
That settled down everythin.

K bye! :D

Making it bearable, heh?

2011-02-21T00:27:00.000-08:00

I just can't help it.

BM class - Head filled with elsewhere.

Poetry class - Head filled with elsewhere.

Linguistic class - Head filled with elsewhere.

Islamic Aqidah class - Head filled with elsewhere.

Masscomm class - Eyes glued to slides and Miss Mariya.

Writing class - Mr. Mazlan scared the living daylights out of me.

I hope to hell that was the last time my mind got carried away.

Untitled IV

2011-02-12T02:16:00.000-08:00

I just happened to realize that my latest posts, during this whole week were all about me,got upset about this, about that and I literally thought to myself, nobody's gonna read this blog. You know, who would ever read negative posts. So here I wake up, stay positive, emm and smile.

I'm hoping this upcoming week to be nice to me.

Or else, there'll be upcoming grieving post ahead. hihi.

Untitled III

2011-02-11T02:13:00.000-08:00

I've got a chip on my shoulder.

I'm having my bad week. Everything's so messed up. I screwed up BM paper. It was midnight oil-burning, staying awake for the sake of midterm, but still.. ARGHH!

And then it leads to lots and lots of emotional disorder, where badthings keep happening to me.Maybe I get depressed easily when others' marks are better than me?

I am about to encounter a hectic life, and.. an overwhelming urge to run away.

Untitled II

2011-02-10T03:14:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I feel so tired of everything.

Sometimes I just want to get out of here and fly to an island.

Sometimes I just want to get rid of all the memories.

Sometimes I think I am one stupid brat who always ruins everything.

Sometimes I get emotional easily just because of one small thing happened.

Sometimes I wish I would not grow up.

Sometimes I wonder why do I even care.

Sometimes I wish people would understand.

Most of the time I just want it all to go away.

Untitled

2011-02-05T07:59:00.000-08:00

My anger is like a big bubble.

When it bursts,

sometimes it could hurt anybody.

The awkward moment when your sister coincidentally praises you. HAHA

2011-02-01T15:42:00.000-08:00

*Me coming out if room, dressing nicely for an out.

Sister : Woo! Excessive red lipstick on your lips!

Me : I.. didn't put on any lipstick.. (reddish) So are you indirectly saying that I have natural red lips?

Sister : I HATE THIS. Argh!

Me : HAHAHAHH

*the moment Spongebob figured out Squidward likes Krabby Patty ;D

Look at his face. haha

Once upon a time at Pets Wonderland

2011-01-23T01:31:00.000-08:00

I saw ikan bilis

Makang ikang !

Breastfeeding mouse.

Err err hamster sedang mengawan.

Hamster tido. Comelnye.Bulat je.Slrpp

Rebel baby rebel

2011-01-21T03:12:00.000-08:00

I can’t tolerate with bossy people. I may not have been the brightest apple in the bunch, but you shouldn't treat me that way.

You're not my mom. You can lead everyone else. But not me.

And this has nothing to do with my family. (The way they boss me, are totally different. They are the exception.)

Y U No ?!

2011-01-19T20:11:00.000-08:00

Something that makes me go crayyyzayyy

2011-01-17T03:58:00.000-08:00

1. MONAYYYYYHHHH. Who doesn't?

2. Western food. Still, nasik lemak and roti canai top my foodchart.

3. Books! I'd rather spent my money purchasing books instead of, spending my money to shop clothes, bags, shoes. That would be wonderful if dad owns MPH bookstore T_T

4. My friends. Every single of them is awesome. They make me feel on top of the world (This is not a plagiarized quote, it comes from this bottom of my pumping heart.) I shall not lose everyone of them.

5. Babies, kids. I got wildly agitated, seeing mothers holding babies ,and pushing stroller with baby in it. I shall kidnap them. I was really planning to do so. Why do they have to be so cute? I can't resist.

6. Cats. Pretty cats. Clean cats. I kind of selective when it comes to cat. He He

7. Boys. hu he hu ha he

8. Johny Depp. He's one weird guy who has a witty look, and he's cute. I think I'm in love ♥

9. Weight. I envy those girls who eat a lot and stay the same. Die in front of me.

10. Chewing gum. I chew everyday.

There's more. My life isn't fully dedicated to internet. I must go. Afscheid.

Current problems.

2011-01-13T03:57:00.000-08:00

1. I think my friend just stabbed me at my back.

2. People now know how selfish I am.

3. Just had an argument with boyfriend.

4. Being criticized.

5. Workloads.

6. Haven't showered yet.

7. Stupid.

What's the point of wearing hijab if you don't?

2011-01-09T23:17:00.000-08:00

I really hate it when a boy stares at my chest when he's talking to me. That thing happened to me. I was to slap his face, screaming jerkily ,"Are you talking to me or my boobs, you dog? " (I did cover my chest) Am I truly a knockout or something? *big and long sigh

I clearly do not enjoy the attention.

Hence why do I have to ?!

I second the opinion , saying that every girl wants big boobs, and they become envious seeing their friends' are much bigger than theirs.

I'm not saying that I am really covering my chest when I am veiled. I do not. I'm trying to :)

I realize that my contours are showing. That's why I just have to do something about it. Immediately.

In conjunction with that,

* Credits to Sue Anna Joe

2011's first post. Noted

2010-12-31T09:52:00.000-08:00

I really don’t know what to do. I wish I was home. It’s achingly depressed to be all alone in my own compartment.(I think I notice grammatical error here) Completely alone. It’s like life turned to smash. I tried to finish reading another chapter of the book I read, but I just – can’t.

I’m coping with my life in IIUM Gombak. Trust me, being here is like you’re furthering your study abroad. This campus is full of foreigners walking back and forth, as if we Malays are in the verge of extinction. I mean it. The Arab people are raving beauties , black people got the nicest ass (I can tell), Mongolian-look-alike are wearing boots to class, yada yada yada (There are too many undefined-nationality students here). I’m studying abroad yay!

Another thing is, I’m doing rude things to my body here in Gombak, taking in such ghastly amounts of food. Food here is cruelly delicious that it surprised me how I wake up in the morning, having food as my first thought. This is too much.

I need to plunge back into bed now. Happy two-thousand-and-eleven! ♥

tahun baghu

2010-12-29T21:43:00.000-08:00

I do think that New year's resolution is literally a nicer way to make wrong promises to myself.

Unless people are being realistic by setting achievable aims.

E.g : Reducing 12 kg in just a week's time is totally out of grasp.

So my new year's resolutions are something that have to do with - weight

( one of the most popular new year's resolutions)

So, doing exercise on regular basis will be totally in the list. Checked.

I don't want to promise it will work out because it has been noticed that most of my previous resolutions fail shortly after. I take up the same resolutions every year and ironically, I keep fussing over the failures.

I just need to keep the spirits up. Think so.

Just kick bad habits and start your life anew. Done, bye :D

If I could see you again

2010-12-26T23:12:00.000-08:00

We once travelled together and I abruptly miss all of the good old times.

Cheers ♥

Oh hello mate

2010-12-25T07:06:00.000-08:00

I clicked 'new post' several times but ended up rambling nothing.

So..

I plan to blog something about uia-sphere, but it seems like, it will take me a lot of time to jot down everything about it. 'cause, you know, there are lotss lotsssss of things I wanna tell ya and I wouldn't ever miss even a bit about it. (this new place)

To write a lengthy compassionate story requires me to just sit back and think, and basically, I need to be alone. (as if my story is compassionate enough to talk of having one. Don't sue me. I know where I am.)

I need to go now. It's just... I ran out of idea. You take care.

So my degree life now begins

2010-12-17T00:42:00.000-08:00

I've been in the main campus,IIUM Gombak for a week now, pursuing what I long for, Bachelor of English Language and Literature. And the thought of not having to learn Maths is undescribably relishing.'cause I HATE MATHS! Screw you Maths! You just have to entirely adjust yourself and fit your life without me because I won't be there for you like we used to be when I'm in kindergarten, primary, and secondary school. I clearly wasn't having fun with you afterall. bwek.

I have three 3rd year senior roommates who are surprisingly nice to me that I might even just cry! Oh they're all Law students by the way. We went to Wangsa Walk yesterday, spending a hilarious time watching movie together. And back to our previous plan, to a shop nearby, looking for tikar getah for my compartment and headed to Giant Gombak to find a ready made curtain for my transparent window and some toiletries. I knowwww the seniors must be startled, seeing how I cover up my room's transparent window using my sejadah. Back to the hostel, they helped me with the tikar getah. Like I told ya, I might even just give them a bigbig huggggg!

They don't even prefer me to call them 'kak' but their nick ; Zila, Ninie, and Sharifah. They're three years older than me and how could they expect me to call them as if I am their age? It's a kind of disrespect but they just don't care. Nevermind, I'll try to get used to it somehow. One more thing, they're like, pretty obsessed with hygiene, and I was like, I have cool roommates! They mop, and sweep the floor everyday, myGodddd my room smells flowery!

In fact, my room is so cool eventhough I turn the fan to volume 2. I might just die in frozen.

*SHIVERING AND STAMMERING UNSTOPPABLY

The achilles' heel is, the wireless connection here grossed me out, I have to walk to library to get connected ARGHHH

I shall continue my stories in IIUM Gombak later. Bye!

The sweetness of doing nothing

2010-12-04T07:31:00.000-08:00

Because post

2010-11-29T03:26:00.000-08:00

8 days left.

After being stranded at home for two months.

Imma enroll IIUM Gombak this upcoming December :D

I haven't started packing any.

because I am very used to procrastination.

because eleventh minute work is the way I endure my life.

because I love listening to mom's nags

because I love being clumsy

because I spent 80% of my holidays rolling over on my cosy bed

because I just like looking at the mirror, noticing pimples,here and there because I sleep a lot

because I love complaining my weight, and my constant cheeks bloatedness.

because I think everything'll be just fine

because I organise my life so well ('_')

because I think I am a little conceited because I think I am pretty independent but the truth is, I'm not. Sometimes.

because I love using 'because' word.

Upcoming birthday :D

2010-11-22T06:53:00.000-08:00

So now I have story,

it is called, a begging-of-an-ounce-of-pity story. More like a melodrama I guess.

I saw this photo. She seems like was rocked. Hell she was shocked okay.

And now... I am thinking how fugly I look like when somebody throws out a birthday party for me ( 'cause I never have one! Not even one ever since I was born! God why I have to be this pathetic! )

So you better do something this upcoming 4th March! Make sure that it will be a blast! Pronto.

( I know this wouldn't be a surprise party anymore if I keep asking you to throw out one for me, so I'll try to pretend like you're not going to surprise me okay? Deal? HEHEHEHHE )

And puhleaseee I'm begging you, FLOUR AND EGG are strictly prohibited ! You have to be nice to birthday girl. hi-hi

Make sure I would be as astonished as I was struck like lightning ;)

Toodles ♥

I seldom write

2010-11-20T02:06:00.000-08:00

*it's me and anys sofea. A breath-taking memory.

Why I seldom write :

1. Haven't the slightest idea on any

2. I always think I'd bore others thus, staying away is a way good step.

3. You don't expect me to write what kind food I just ate don't you?

4. I give priority to facebook.

5. I prefer reading others' posts instead of crapping out here.

6. I find it's hard to speak out what my mind has to say. So hail to silence.

7. Still learning how to be a good writer so that I'll be fascinating you eheh xD

8. I'm scared if I go overboard and twist the story.

9. What should I write?

10. I have no good story. Period.

The diary of a survivor hukhakhakhakhak

2010-11-10T05:30:00.000-08:00

I think this is a hereditary, been passed down from one generation to the next. I'm a quick-tempered person, and so does my family.

I am very used to anger, get angry quickly and tend to curse when I'm mad.

So does my family. At times this thing pops out in my mind,"Do I live in everyone's anger?"

Because a day without anger is terribly eccentric and absurd to me. Well you feel me?

My mom shouts at us whenever someone makes mistakes (even though it has nothing to do with us),she keeps to prolong her anger and relates it to our other mistakes. I can't stand it. I stomped my feet loudly as a sign of protest and dive into my bed, (yeah I know this is rude, but I just can't help it! It's like the same cycle in my life and this is so not fairrrrrrrrrrrrrr!)

Her patience runs too thin. Take this, she can't tolerate when we're a little bit late to get into the car when we're heading to somewhere.

While my dad is more terrible than my mom, you can't even imagine his rage is when he gets mad. He even tends to curse at us, you don't have to imagine that by the way. It's hard for us to get along with him cause we're just damn scared, he might shout and repulse at us. Heck, that's why most of the time (for my whole lifetime), when I crave for something, I consult my mom at the first place.Well the dialogue gonna go like this ;

Me : Ma, ika nk iphone 4 (this is just an example.i wouldnt everrrrr dare ask my father for this, afterall, we're not even that rich). Ma boleh tolong tanya Aboh, boleh x tolong belikan?

Mother : Aihhh tanya la sendiri. Mende-mende nk tanya ma, mintok lah ngan Aboh sendiri.

Me : T_______T ( a real smack in the nose)

The same thing still happens, even just now.

Truth is, mom and dad are so funny,kind and would do anything for us. They just can't control the rages in them. Their anger is like, disruptive and uncontrollable.

And now, the siblings.

They are totally in the same boat as mom and dad are. Even the smallest thing might get them pissed off so much. WTH

Isn't it ironic to say this is the biggest torture in my life? no way no way, i'm having so much funnnn so to speak. (i never wanted to be sarcastic)

So that's it. Maybe we just have to learn how to deal with anger.

I never wanted to humiliate. That's the bad side of us, the truth is, we're truly a blissful happy family, having so much fun insulting each other constantly. Yours?LOL BOOOOOORINGGGGG MUAHAHAHAHAAHA :DDD

i die i die

2010-11-07T07:43:00.000-08:00

THIS IS DELIGHTFUL, TASTY, SPLENDID, YUMMMAYHHHH AND FULL OF CALORIES.

I bore you. Did I?

2010-11-05T19:56:00.000-07:00

and now i think i am the most boring person in the world. yesss.the world's biggest bore.

ok bye.

Wide awake

2010-11-02T11:37:00.000-07:00

I'm an insomniac. An officially insomniac from the very beginning of the end of school. It tickles me a bit, i'll be yawning all day long. And yet i fear, for the fact that lifespan could be shortened if people don't get enough sleep. Weeee i talk like a doctor! :D

It's 3.30. Still I am, here tossing and worrying about not getting enough sleep.

Burying myself with computer doesn't do any good. Though sleep hasn't come by, i need to force myself to hit the sack.

I just need some fire-ways to overcome this insomniatic. Okay I'm figuring out.

Actually I'm tired of waking up every single day,to do nothing. It's always the same cycle over and over..

and,

Ok bye.

another Eczematous post

2010-10-28T09:35:00.000-07:00

God loves me.

So that's why He tests and examines me,

to prove that my faith is genuine.

by fating me to have this illness.

Eczema.

Yaa.

I swear,

it hurts

it's swelling

T___T

I knowww

Allah hasn't given up on me

He hasn't turned away

Instead, He believes in me.

Would you ever date me? ehekkkehekkkk ehekk

2010-10-27T01:02:00.000-07:00

So basically,

According to my previous scale check weight set,

I just gained my weight,

Which makes me feel jumpy whenever I stand in front of mirror.

The confession here is,

I weigh 51 kg now.

Dammit.

I am a 19 years old girl,

along with a pot belly,

and then with a pretty big hips,

and my butts are like, gigantic.

They're freakin huge,I shall get rid of them !!

Like so immediately!

So the point is,

I am quite bewildered,

By what people keep saying,

My family call me fat , ceaselessly.

But which pleased me so much,

Some of my friends start being envious of my body,

(I know this is 'perasan' part.kihkihkih.)

Okay I exaggerated my story.

They keep on denying whenever I sob, screaming how huge I am now.

I don't know.

I have had some problems with eating lately.

Anyway have a look at this!

YIKESSSS!

She's too darn skinny and it looks like she might die in any second!

People, you are what you eat!

2010-10-23T09:13:00.000-07:00

I GOT CARRIED AWAYYYYYYYYYY ! ♥♥

Misai misai misai

2010-10-21T04:23:00.000-07:00

I THINK MY BLOG WILL LOOK BETTER WITHOUT THE MISAI ATTACHED TO THE BACKGROUND. DON'T YOU THINK SO?

NOW I WONDER.. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SHAVE IT?

*screaming for help

2010-10-17T18:01:00.000-07:00

" All women who feel themselves to be queen of the world never looked at anyone else. Such women are there in order to shine and always avoid looking at what other people are wearing because, even if their own clothes and accessories have cost them a fortune, the number of diamonds or a particularly exclusive outfit worn by someone else might make them feel depressed or bad-tempered, or inferior."

- by Paulo Cuelho, quoted from The Winner Stands Alone.

It's like a pain in my neck.

2010-10-16T06:23:00.000-07:00

It's hard to satisfy everyone. Whatever I do, somebody's going to hurt.
I know I made mistakes. I am so sorry. terribly ","
Things would never worked out if we keep blaming each other and it might anddd will get worse if you keep pointing fingers to me for all that happened.

I would never had any chance to say anything, and at least admit my mistakes and try to fix up everything if you don't spit it out, right on my face.
We pretend like nothing happened. It badly hurts inside.

I can feel your twinge of anger. I can smell the hatred.
I am sorry.

You.Be in my shoes. I can't be there for everyone. Told ya, everything I do, someone's going to hurt. Mom never told me that life's gonna be this hard T___T

Now send me to hospital. I need recovery. Very.

Hello boredom. S'up?

2010-10-14T22:03:00.000-07:00

Two weeks had passed. I am on holiday and still I work on nothing.

Still, the routine is the same - wake up from sleep, drag myself from bed, dry clothes , wash clothes (washing machine hihi), fold the clothes, (um i think most of my life revolves around clothes), sweep the floor, etc. ( clean the dishes is the only exception. this is the only thing i love about having eczema.tiihihi) and then glue myself in front of laptop till the boredom knocks so I continue finishing my book read.

And the same things happen, after a very next day.

UHHHH

I am not trying to rant about this so lame life I currently pursue. It's just... err

* I hate it when I am writing,someone distracts me so that I haven't the slightest idea to write no more.

Bye :(

Holidays

2010-10-12T00:51:00.000-07:00

I have to struggle with three books. Three books in a row yawww. That's what holidays are meant to be. *blessed

:)

hehe

2010-10-05T11:07:00.000-07:00

* ily

Amboi peghangai

2010-10-04T01:17:00.000-07:00

Saya sungguh menyampah bila tengok budak perempuan buat macam ni. Ingat cool ke,dik?

Tak suka lah.

A reminiscence ;')

2010-10-02T09:23:00.000-07:00

I just gave my final wave to Nilai. It's sad to be apart, i mean, from those unforgettable memories there.

And here I'd like to eat my words back, I did say I loathe being in Nilai. I loathed to be even part of it.

I guess I'm wrong.

Nilai is just too filled with memories and AWESOME friends that I regret saying all those things before.

So long. huk huk.

* Dataran Nilai

2010-09-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day.

Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course?
Each of us has such a bank.

It's name is TIME.

Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds.
Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose.
It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.
If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow."
You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success!
The clock is running!! Make the most of today.

To realise the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.

To realise the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realise the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realise the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realise the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who just missed a train.

To realise the value of ONE SECOND, ask someone who just avoided an accident.

To realise the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal at the Olympics.

Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with. And remember time waits for no one.

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why its called the present.

- By Anonymous.

Eid Mubarak

2010-09-16T09:05:00.000-07:00

I don't feel like posting any. Something bugs me,that I should at least do something with this poor abandoned blog. So here I am hehe.

Me, Nur Kartika bt Azmi, on behalf of my whole family and friends, would like to wish you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf zahir batin. (hope it's still not too late hee)

The first day of raya was in my mom's kampung - Langkap, Perak .
Beautiful sawah padi were all over there and why not if we had our raya s0-called-photoshoot there? hehe. Ya Allah,indahnya ciptaan-Mu.

Salam Lebaran :)

What i did with old jeans

2010-08-30T02:09:00.000-07:00

I just figured out what I can do with my old, too long, too short, ripped, tight and my worn out jeans.
I just have some old jeans that I just can't let go of.
It's like I'm clinging on for dear life and it's just a big waste to just throw them away.

I just made jeans book cover. It was as just simple as that heee

The most imporrrtant thing.old jeans!

SCISSORS.

A SUPERglue. yeap.super! don't use ordinary one. it won't stick to the jeans.wuhu

anddddd.. notebook

just wrap the cover,and done!

(i decorated it using this glitters)

this is my first try

inside out

the backside

*drum roll*......ta-daaaa!

this was what i hate the most. hurmmmmm

That's all from me yaww. BYE!

I aim Gombak

2010-08-24T22:10:00.000-07:00

One week left before i left uia for hari raya.

and why is everybody posting her midterm marks here?
ok and this is mine
not as good as them la, OBVIOUSLY.

Introduction to HS - 14.5/20
Grammar - 18/20
Drama - 7/20 (HAHAHAHAHAH YA AKU TAU.TERUK GILA KAN)
Oral comm. - 11.5/20
Computer - 31.5/55
CCT - unknown.yet

I am frigginnnn worried about those.

*kuat main lagi jadi macam ni ah.

yang ni muka sedih lepas present persuasive speech.

shuu shuu

2010-08-18T10:44:00.000-07:00

I need strength
I need courage
I just need some few steps
To reach to the top

Life is getting confuser
Yet it is true
As Helen Hayes did say,
'The hardest years in life are those between ten and seventy.'

p/s- BORING LA MUNG NI,KARTIKA !

Crying is a natural thing for a child to do when she feels bad.

2010-08-05T22:40:00.000-07:00

You don't know how it feels to be like me.
Yeah it's a pain in the neck.
I am terribly, extremely messed up right now.
How could I pretend to be happy for the truth is, I'm not!
I really thought this is the is gonna be an awesome semester for me in Uia Nilai.
You know what?
I just screwed up a subject.
This is going to be my last semester here, before I proceed to Uia Gombak.
Well only God knows.
I don't know.
I'm scared.
What if I have to repeat my paper here?
I have some problems with my lecturer.
I didn't do well for my presentation.
And mannnn, I scored very low marks for my first speech.
Arghhhh
And, i've got lots of assignments and term paper to be submitted.

I feel like crying everytime nobody's around.
Okay. I'm okay now.

Hmmm

2010-07-28T22:10:00.000-07:00

Tiba tiba rasa bosan ngan layout belog aku.

LALALALALA

Free yourself from acne !

2010-07-26T06:14:00.000-07:00

I saw an article. An interesting read for people who have problems with acne ;

1. first step is to stop over-washing. A common misconception is that washing more than twice a day will keep their skin clear. This couldn't be farther from the truth. When you over-wash, your skin will create more oil to compensate. Oily skin = acne. Keep it to twice a day and that's a step in the right direction.

2.Next, I suggest you watch your diet closely for a few months. One popular myth is that diet doesn't have anything to do with acne. This is false. Several studies have shown that diet affects people in many different ways, such as raising their insulin levels, which in turn can cause sebum and ultimately, more acne. Stay away from overly sugary foods, anything extremely high in fat (especially saturated and trans-fat), and anything you are allergic or intolerant to (many people are intolerant to dairy and don't even know it!).

3.Lastly, I suggest that you get some fresh air and exercise every single day. No one wants to hear that, unfortunately. Exercise will lower your stress levels (which lowers hormone production, another cause of acne), increase circulation, and keep your body in overall better health.

Keep these 3 tips in mind, and your blackheads, whiteheads, cystic acne, and body blemishes will be gone in no time. There's no magic pill you can take to cure acne fast, so get the ball rolling as soon as possible.

....unless you want to be stuck with unsightly zits and pimples for the rest of your life.

Good luck to you.

By : Mike Hennig

I so want you to know that I want you.

2010-07-13T08:39:00.000-07:00

Hi,

2010-07-05T01:36:00.000-07:00

I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped.

If i could have you

2010-06-27T11:38:00.000-07:00

They caress my soul.

Dilemma strikes me again.

2010-06-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

Hello friends, do me a favour can you?

I've been assigned to look out for an informative speech topic for my oral communication subject,or can be so-called,'public speaking'. Phew,I'm scared to death just to think about the speech.

So here,i'd like to enclose some topics and you choose which one's the best for me,will you?

1. The effects of wearing high heels
2. Why very smart people sometimes have poor social skills
3. Tips for hopelessly single women
4. How to keep a conversation going
5. Life on Mars
6. PMS
7. Death penalty
8. Women in the military
9. YOU SUGGEST FOR ME

Thanks a bunch ! :)

Go green, act green, think green

2010-06-15T09:55:00.000-07:00

You're currently entering the nature zone whereas my blog's new design is entirely set up to be sensitive and mindful to our nature. WHAHAHAHA

Start nourishing our planet.

For the better lives of our next generation.

God,please grant me a courage.

2010-06-13T09:39:00.000-07:00

There's something wrong with my simcard. I won't be able to reach anyone.And people won't be able to do so.too

I went to Subang Jaya, Wafa's place. Spent a night there.After I discovered what the hell is wrong with my handphone? ! Wafa and I were at Sunway Pyramid at that very time.I blamed the mall. Like "don't you provide me any mobile coverage?"
Only then I found out it was all my simcard's fault ! Today I went to The Mines in Serdang. I looked out for Maxis centre there. They gave me a new simcard,and I kept up with the same number. I had to shell out RM10 just for this.

I know, you people would sneer at me for just posting this uninteresting story.

I felt like I was stupid lonely traveller. Carrying heavy and huge bag on my shoulders, taking KTM from Subang Jaya to KL Central, then waiting for another KTM to Serdang.

Wandering around The Mines,all alone.And I got lost in there for about 30 minutes.KILL ME.

Then I picked up a Rapid KL bus to KTM Serdang. It took me almost an hour just to wait for a KTM so I could return to Nilai.

I'm tired of being tired. I am under a constant stress right now i guess.
Still,my simcard doesn't function.

I'm tired, I'm frustrated,and I give up. Wait,do I have to give up just because if this tiny matter? Major loser.

Gone stage-frights gone !

2010-06-11T07:44:00.000-07:00

My lecturer kindly asked us to google for this word ;

" EUPHEMISM "

A euphemism is a substitution with an agreeable or less offensive expression in place of one that may offend or suggest something unpleasant to the receiver, or to make it less troublesome for the speaker.

Oral communication subject,or in other words, public speaking startles me the most.You have no idea,i'll start to freeze and stammer when I speak in front of audiences.I get panicked when it comes to presentation task. My hands get shaky,my thoughts race,my hearts pound,and i tend to forget what i have to say.

Help me to end this agony,nervousness, shaking, “going blank” and word fumbling!

I am clearly affected by 'Glossophobia'.

I own a haughty cat

2010-05-23T11:35:00.000-07:00

So there is this blustering and proud cat at my home,thinking she's always the best,more beautiful and adorable than the other cats.Most of the time,she won't let us to touch her furs and keep meowing at us if we do so.We do not allow any cats to enter the house,yet this cat is beyond nonconformist and acts like she's the queen of the house,as if we're going to take her to bed and sleep by her side.Frequently,she goes to neighbours' houses to seek for their attention and comes back home whenever she feels she has to.She loathes it when other cat is sitting next to her and ends up without owning any friends.This is so tragic.
The good thing about her is - she's too arrogant so there's no way she could be seduced by other male cats.I hate it when my cat is pregnant.By the way,we call her 'kembang'.

you're so vain.you deserved this torture.

i never knew this kind of kucing would exist.Sombong nok mapuh.

Guess i have to admit.You're cute and i won't eat for 3 days in a row if you die.Thankkk God you can't read and you don't know how to use a computer,otherwise you'll find out i blog about you :D

(Oh i still have another cats at home) Luckily they can't read too.I don't want to be labeled as a racist as i discriminate other cats cause i blog about this arrogant cat instead of them.

Blog your mind

2010-05-20T10:59:00.000-07:00

I found out something.-Most people don't have interest in reading a blog which is written in English.
emm,uh.Nevermind.

I want to write something useful, instead of writing a pile of craps,or a ramble of entah-apa-apa-complaints. Still,i don't have a courage to do so.I mean, ideas.Not a courage. See?What am i rambling about?!

Don't judge a blog by its followers.Having a lot of fans isn't the main concern of owning a blog.Heck is,i don't want to talk nasty.I so want to talk something beneficial to others.(susah-lah!) (I am still learning to be a good writer,by writing something good to be read, and do something with my grammatical errors.)

The lack of ideas on what else to write about is bothering me now.
Sadly,i have to say bye. Bye,love you !
haha

Let your tears come,let them water your soul.

2010-05-16T09:36:00.000-07:00

I heard a phrase- Sadness shall fly away on the wings of time.I always complain why do people cry for even small things?Ok sorry,for the fact that I do cry over tiny things happen to me.I seldom care about others' feelings.I take everything easy way out.I have no idea that my friends are confronting their horrible times.I am up to no good and I'm a fool.I never knew people around me are getting hurt.They need me,but i am out there,drooling out with a bunch of happy people.I appreciate joys,instead of tears.I think the lust of my life is a fake as I dim tears with smiles.I think everyone is happy and enjoying their moments.It never crossed my mind that they are faking their smiles too.You can call me selfish.I don’t ever give a damn towards genuine things that describe me best.I can't go on with sadness.My world seems depopulated then.And,it feels like my other part of my body is broken too.Let me wipe out your tears,my friends.Just let them out !

QWERTYUIOP. go figure.

2010-05-13T10:10:00.001-07:00

I quote these from a book by Paulo Cuelho,Veronika decides to die( it's a conversation between Dr.Igor and Veronika) ;

Have you ever wondered why the keys on a typewriter are arranged in that particular order? We call it the QWERTY keyboard, because that's the order of the letters on the first row of the keys.I once wondered why it was like that,and I found the answers. The first machine was invented by Christopher Sholed,in 1873, to improve on calligraphy,but there was a problem: If a person typed very fast,the keys got stuck together and stopped the machine from working. Then Sholes designed the QWERTY keyboard, a keyboard that would oblige typist to type more SLOWLY.

To repeat: The keyboard on typewriters and computers was designed so that people would type more slowly,NOT MORE QUICKLY.

Thanks Paulo Cuelho.I didn’t know that! Computer has been my friend since I was 12.But still,i couldn’t improve my efficiency to type fastly.I remember when i was 14.There was no internet connection at my home.I was bored to the max so i drawed and coloured,using PAINT.I edited my sisters and brothers’ photos.I added moustache,horns,and crowns at their portrait photos.They never got mad at me.(I knew they loved me..)They couldn't resist the fact that i was a creative kid :D

Life’s changed.I dumped everything for facebook.Who said i draw and colour no more?

There’s an application on facebook. –‘grafitti’

It replaces paint to be exact :D

This is my top choice. Fuad Hakim drew this for me. hahaha

Err..that is so me.Making fun of me eh?

An example of a kind of typical photo.Jumping as if you're the man of the day.

I wish.

This is what happened when you become a facebookworm.You have no life anymore.

2010-05-12T01:02:00.000-07:00

Many books have hit the stores and everyone seems raving about them and i'm the one who left behind and haven't been to bookstores for ages! I'm stuck in my own silly imaginations and start reading again after I realise how mundane my offdays are,sitting doing nothing, stalking my friends' facebook status and photos,couching potatoes in front of tv.None of these bore any fruit,I knowwwww.

Till then! I'll make a progress by the end of this semester break.

Melayu

2010-05-07T23:41:00.000-07:00

Melarikan diri dari semua benda dan perihal usang ternyata melemaskan aku.
Aku ingin melepaskan diri daripada pertikaman lidah yang kerap diusung ke sana ke mari di mana jutaan bangsa Melayu tanpa berbaur sekelumit rasa malu berperang sesama sendiri.
Bangsa Melayu bertengkar sesama bangsa Melayu, bangsa lain sekadar terbahak-bahak ketawa menyaksikan keruntuhan persefahaman kami. Bye, ke ruang yang damai.

Waiting for the lights to inevitably, finally dim.

2010-04-20T02:52:00.000-07:00

Aginglabs said, i can live longer, cause..

i don't smoke,
i don't drink.i'm a teetotaler,
i don't take drugs,
i eat regularly,
i have no threats in my life,
i rarely feel depressed,

but..

I'm an allergy sufferer. I'm highly allergic.I take anti-allergic medication regularly.
I eat steroids as the cure.Some doctors forbid me to take steroids. But, I JUST CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT STEROIDS. I know it could cause me various side effects,like high blood pressures,kidney problems,changes in the immune system,bones problems,and bla bla bla.

God,please help me.

Craving for a normal life

2010-04-19T08:54:00.000-07:00

Most of my 19 years, my father usually talks a little to me.We rarely have any conversation.When i ask question,he often gives a monosyllabic answer.It is a far cry compared to my mother.I enjoy talking to mom.I always share the latest gossips with her.But i only talk to my father when there's only a need.Something like,"Abah, can i have some money?", or "Abah, i'll be back to uia next week", or "Abah,ma wants you to be in the kitchen."And he will just nod his head,or "hmm".
I just have to get used to the fact that maybe my father shows his love more by his actions than his words.But at times, he can be talkative too.i mean,only when i'm going back to uia."Ika,blajo rajin-rajin, time exam bla bla bla bla bla bla..."

Man is too sophisticated.

Another wrinkles.

2010-04-11T04:29:00.000-07:00

Today is my sister's 25th birthday.Happy birthday to Farah Hidayah Azmi. Oprah Winfrey once said,'the more you praise and celebrate your life,the more there is in life to celebrate.' Farah Azmi does celebrate her life by being a career-oriented woman. People out there wouldn't know how she puts her huge efforts to educate her students.Being an English teacher isn't as easy as people think.It takes a village to raise a child.If she has more than a hundred students to be raised,it takes her a state ! whoaa.

By the way, she is still single.Still exploring the universe to find her right man. haha.
Don't worry,maybe the cupid is still doing his job to give her the best. ( i wanna niece/nephew!!)

Along said,"a chance of sunshine"

jangan terharu plk,along wei.

K bye! :D

Old age is like everything else

2010-04-05T04:28:00.000-07:00

To see a young couple loving each other is no wonder.But to see an old couple loving each other is
the best sight of all.
-William Makepeace Thackeray

Someday i wanna be just like them!hehe.
Ya Allah,pertemukanlah aku jodoh yang beriman dan beramal Soleh..Amin.

:D

They are so-WOW !

2010-04-02T19:04:00.000-07:00

Those photos have Wow factors.The photographers as well as the models did great jobs!

Coooolllll !

I know i haven't written for more than a week.I don't like to have such huge gaps of time in between posts,but i really hv no idea to publish any. Yeah everything happened,but i don't feel the urge to tell those tiny things ,publicly.

And and,i am so dead now.Remember?i posted something about my relatives.I am really in a hot wter! i so hope they won't find my blog. phew,

Age doesn't matter, HANNEII !

2010-03-24T08:57:00.000-07:00

25th March 2010.
Happy 19th birthday, NUR NAJEEHAH MOHD ALEH. Stop playing around,you're too old for that.HAHAHA
Ok now, say hi to wrinkles :D

Handphone is one of important gadgets in Najeehah's life.She may die without it.
Whatever.haha.The best is always yet to come,dear !

Err..aku pun nk interfere jgk dalam post ni boleh kan? HAHAH!

Though we're apart now, and i couldn't be by your side and other friends to clbrate the day you turn a year older, always bear me in mind err i mean, imagine i'm there too heh! Haishh being nineteen years old isn't so bad if you consider the alternative.What's the alternative? I'm still seeking for it :D

Sorry for being sarcastic all these times.My righteous mind does think that we can't be bestfriends if we don't delicately insult and tease each other.HAHA your forgiveness is needed. Love you!

Honking away !

2010-03-21T09:51:00.000-07:00

After reading Honk!If you're Malaysian written by Lydia Teh, what i can say- i just couldn't agree more with some of her observations on absurdities of Malaysian life.It could be illogical and ridiculous at times,but just say ditto with the facts ! They are the truth of the glimpse of life in Malaysia.Here are some Lydia's keen observations on Malaysian life ;

Lydia states that Malaysians don't practice public display of affection(PDA).But i can still clap my eyes on this indecent behaviour.The phenomenon is everywhere.Whenever i'm in commuter train, shopping malls, recreational parks, and even on road.Motorcyclist who gives his girlfriend his ride and what's more, when the girlfriend hugs him tautly as if she's going to fall to the road always raises my mom's eyebrows.My mom would after them and give them her most ragest glance and stick out her tongue slightly to express her nauseatic towards them. Ma ma ma ;D

Can you spot the-not? ha-ha

Lydia mentions Malaysian mothers' common excuse.This is endorsable.For my mom would allege that she picked me up from the rubbish dump if i don't resemble her,my dad,or other siblings. Mom, gimme another stimulating excuse please.hehe joking!

Another thing is,the procrastination among the Malaysians.I'm in, i'm in.Lydia reveals Malaysians demeanour - doing things at eleventh hour.I take the easy way out, for nothing can pulsate my laziness ^,^ So,you're looking up to me?You better knock it off.Unless you never suffered from severely swollen frustration resulting from your last minute revisions for examinations.Heh heh heh.

Also, she encloses a confession of a blog addict, or can be so-called ; the blogaholic. Same here. I'm a blogaholic too.I just read a paper article,saying that blogging is so yesterday.The author can eat his words back.That's not the word for it.He is comparing blogging to another ; facebook and twitter-hey they are three different mediums indeed.

So Malaysians, what say you?

Soft refreshing rain

2010-03-21T02:45:00.000-07:00

Rain gently fell down
The trees were soaked
They were shivering
The smell of the rain
Was creeping up on me
Beneath me smiles
Rain on me
It was worth getting my clothes wet !
:)

-Kartika Azmi
-Breezing rainy day. i so like!

This is about Gail.She feels awkward with her new life.She's trying to cope with it.uhhuh?

2010-03-18T10:20:00.000-07:00

Gail is too much.She is married to Zainal,and she seems forced to convert her religion to Islam.Ok there's no a 'seem'.She really is.She is pregnant before they get married.After Gail converts to Islam,she still eats pork,and she eats it whenever she can.She refuses to speak Malay and she won't let her baby speak Malay either.She alleges,if she speaks Malay,Zainal's family will force her to pray five times a day,and make her cover her hair by wearing scarf.Again, Gail is too much.She's from America, and migrates to Malaysia for the sake of her pregnancy.She really is forced to.She has to marry Zainal.Gail will fly to America to school her son.There's no way she would allow her son to study in Malaysia.Her son has to speak Malay at school. Isn't Gail too much?

I guess i am too emotional.It is just a Robert Raymer's story that i just read!

Taking for granted the very things that most deserve our gratitude.

2010-03-13T09:49:00.000-08:00

A 'kenduri arwah' at my tok wan's house just ended.Tired with the chores.Something i dislike about my tok wan.She's too bossy.The crux of matter isn't about her.My grandmother's a nice person actually.

As i was going to perform my Maghrib prayer, one of my uncles approached me."Ika ambik course mende?Ayoh De dok ingat doh."he stood still,waiting for me to answer.I really knew,an argument will be outburst between us.Both eyes met."Ika ambik English,"i gave him my pleasant smile.Then he started nagging,"Ambik English?Oloh ambik gok course yang mencabor skit..Senang sangat la English.Ambik la macam Ayoh De ni.Engineering.Baru kelah.."He smirked at me.My patience was running thin."Oloh dok panda ah.hehe.Ika boleh gi ngan English je."I almost lost my temper."Ika bukan setakat blajo English je semata-mata.Ada gi subjek lain macam Linguistics..Sains gok.Sains bahasa."It fell on deaf ears."Doh Linguistics tu bukan English?Ayoh De tau la Linguistics..Blajo pasal yg dalam tekok tu."i knew i'll never win."Doh ambik la Pyshic ke..Science Aquatary ke.."He really provoked me.I felt a little bit degraded."Doh Ika bukan ambik aliran sains mase skoloh dulu.Ika ambik akaun."Then he interjected."Doh ambik la akaun.Heyyy ni ambik English.Ade mende ngat.."Ayoh De was getting on my nerves.I answered him politely,"Ika dok leh gi la Akaun.."Well done me.I was a patient niece.My parents should be proud of my courtesy.I ain't ill-bret.I showed him my proper respect.Hehe.But he behaved insultingly.Then he walked off in a huff.He won.As always,i couldn't stand an earthly whenever we quarrel.

Does an engineer always thinks he's the biggest fish in a pond?I should really aggravate him by saying this,"Kalo English tu senang ngat,bakpe Azim(his son) dok dapat English A?"Recently,his son scored 7a's in SPM,unfortunately his English and Bahasa Malaysia flawed his SPM result's slip by scoring him B for the subjects.Probably those subjects were too easy for him.
Probably.

He did has lots of argument with my sister who is an English teacher.He insulted her career as a teacher.Something like that.The engineer isn't wise enough to know that teaching is the profession that teaches other professions.

Donald D. Quinn once said,"If a doctor,lawyer, or dentist had 40 people in his office at one time,all of whom had different needs,and some of whom didn't want to be there and were causing trouble, and the doctor, lawyer, or dentist, without assistance, had to treat them with all professional excellence for nine months, then he might have some conception of the classroom teacher's job."

P/s : mengalami kesukaran dalam memahami bahasa terengganu saya? kaunter pertanyaan saya dibuka bila-bila masa sahaja.

How to be gorgeous by the looks of majority people at this very time.

2010-03-11T09:16:00.000-08:00

These are merely my bimbo opinions. Feel free to object if you totally disagree with them :)

1. Ok first, take a good care of your hair.Never wear your hair in a same hairstyle two days in a row.Straighten your hair,or curl it,or braid it or whatsoever as long as people would glance over you AT LEAST TWICE.Colour your hair.But please don't be overreacted by turning your hair like the clown's.Pay great attention to your hair.Otherwise, a bunch of hot boys won't notice you.

2.Work out for beautiful figures.Stop daydreaming if you have tiny boobs, and small ass.

3.Put on sexy shapewear and hot hosiery to excite guys.When you're going to attend party,make sure choose dress or gown that shows your deep cleavage.

4.Talk to a certain guy or talk to a certain girl.If someone hideous is approaching you, just fake a smile.Then make a leave by giving some brilliant excuses.Be selective when it comes to peers.

5.When you go shopping for clothes, choose something expensive and branded.Make people envy you.

6.It doesn't matter if your academic perfomance sucks if your family has it's own bussiness company.The luxurious world of rich and famous already awaits!

Yep actually there's more. Purchase some books at MPH bookstore to learn more!

We are so bimbo! Catch us if you can.

Another year has come and gone.

2010-03-05T09:47:00.000-08:00

I hate light.It doesn't even make me a star, but i don't need light.Cause i have already been a STAR, on my birthday.ehehe.Thank you so much friends,for wishing.I'm fortunate,I'm so glad.Big thanks,people.You just made my day!And thanks a lot to Najeehah Ulfa for your special post made for me. I love you from the bottom of my heart :)

Can't believe i still have another one teenage year to be lived on. NINETEEN isn't a big number.Nineteen is a stage where i've been given a chance to learn how to become an adult.Uicheh! I'm not ready yet!I always have a thought that i'm a 15 years old girl who gets stuck in a body of 19 years old adult-to-be ?Ok i can be young once,but i can be immature forever.No no i don't wanna be immature.

Okay let's recall the past childhood memories.
I hate being 13 and 14.The years where i'd grown up with bold defiance.Yet,i was immature and inexperienced enough to confront secondary school.I was completely sluggish and much insane as i was notorious for my mildly indecent.Enough said.I loathe the times.I'll be the first to thank whoever succeed in inventing the time machine so i can travel back in time. Hmm sometimes i wonder,where the time went?

Being 15 was perplexing too.Sitting PMR exams wasn't as tough as i thought.Things i felt so disgusting were,when i started to sprout pimples and secrete oil from my facial pores.When boys made fun of my pimples and gave antipathy looks upon my acne face.They looked like jerks!Then i started to isolate myself from other students.I merely went out of class during recess.It amused me sometimes,'cause it was a far cry from 14 years old me.Many friends noticed my isolation.They thought i was having my lonely madness.The truth was,my self confidence was beyond the lowest level,and i tried as best as possible to avoid anybody at school.At times,i did think that my pimples just became the center of attention.HEHE!The pimples were horrible! Yeahh now i had succeeded in getting rid of them.

You can't expect me to write the whole thing about the chronicles of sixteen and seventeen years old me.The rest is history.Hehe

YEAH i just survived my teen years!I've passed through puberty, i met fabulous peers,and my period of intense growth had become an upheaval for my family.Being an adolescence with dramatic changes in behaviour, and after struggling to fit in were so much fun!

I can sum up something about life in three words ;
IT GOES ON.

Nur Kartika Azmi
4th March 1991 till now

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2010-03-01T21:29:00.000-08:00

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World's best mom.

2010-02-26T02:37:00.000-08:00

My mother is so funny.I'm writing this because sometimes,i can't hold it in anymore.Hahaha.She drives us nuts.Even when we feel down, she does come and cheer us up with her tremendous jokes.

We always burst out in laughter at the most random moments with her.Her students always tell me how humorous she is with all her creative teaching styles while in class.She is totally an amusing and ludicrous teacher.She's full of the joy of spring.She also has the capability to imitate other people's voice.It does sound so mean,but she does the voice imitation well.haha!And here,I nominate her as the best actress of the year!Heheh!She can speak every slang of every states in this country.She is from Perak,but her Terengganu language fluency with the accents are undeniable.And she's more than just a mother.I'm glad to share with her about the boy i have the crush on,and she is very fond of giving opinions and criticisms.Another extraordinary thing about her is when she is in kitchen.She can cook like a scalded cat.She does it at a very fast speed.I always want to help her with all the kitchen chores (ok i just lied to you.hehe) but when i am about to approach the kitchen,she has just done cooking.Hihi.When it comes to driving,please don't mess around.She's a skillful driver,and she always scares me with her high speed drives.She drives like maniacs.She does curse any drivers who drive slowly in the morning."Pagi pagi macam ni bwk kete 60 km/j.Doh tau orang nk gi kerja ni,bwk la laju laju sikit!," she hisses these sentences,i think almost everyday.An aggressive driver?Indeed she is.I remember the years she made me get up at six every morning for school and screamed when i got up late.Most of all,I remember the times she'd compared me to her friends' daughters and sons my age and found me lacking.It doesn't matter lah.At least i does prove to her that i can still succeed like anyone else.HeeeeMa looks so serious and devout in this photo.HAHA.but she's still looking effin hotttt! ;D

Romeo and Juliet.

Still she loves giving me lectures.It is always lectures about my attitude,clothes,study,about how I'd have to control my anger,and thirst for knowledge in order to be a good person.Even though she has to go through troubles, she still manages to keep her feet on the ground and her head held up high.She's a strong and robust person, always patient.My mother never thinks twice about offering concern, comfort and care to anyone she meets. She's a truly wonderful person.That's why she's so approachable.Ma always gives me a sense of security by showing me that she's always there.She doesn't need to tell me that she cares, I can understand her by the tone of her voice. She's there to appreciate my laughter,and ma always shows her interest in listening to my stories.Ma is a laughable person.Somehow since I'm in college(oh by the way i'm home now,spending holidays till June), we seem closer now than ever, maybe not by distance, but by our hearts. Perhaps it's because I grew up now, and we understand each other better. She's willing to listen to me like an adult, and to me she's my best friend.

I love you,Ma.Sorry for being so rebellious and disobedient all these times.I know it's not easy being a mother.If it is,father would do it.Hee you're my role model,Ma. Nak sainnnnnnn! :D

My father is a masculine man.

2010-02-24T08:01:00.000-08:00

Abah is a metrosexual man.He has a strong concern for his appearance.He does shell out cash for his looks.He is one of cosmopolitan men that practice aesthetics.He is usually obsessed with male fashion.His preferences are products of high value, heavily advertised, and with prestigious brand names.He lingers longer in their mirrors and always enhances his look.He really has a gigantic concern about the brand,design,and colours of even his socks.He always gives his best pose in front of mirror.He loves going to shopping malls,checking out some new designs of clothes and shoes.I always love his good flowery smell.I like it when he hugs me and kisses my forehead.A warmth of a father's hug,adding some spice of masculine's vibrant smell. He puts hygiene as his first priority.He's a well-disciplined guy.He's the most handsome and eligible man i ever met. Talking about career,he is a successful man indeed.He always comes out with his brilliant ideas for Terengganu's entrepreneurship.He is so charismatic.I'm so proud of Abah.And, he is a guy with a good sense of humor too.I never fail to laugh when he makes his jokes.Whenever we watch any TV shows or movies and detest the actions in them,he always adapt with this common stances,"berlakon je tu.."haha there he goes with his same tagline.Abah is already 51.But i think he looks 10 years younger.Haha abah always feels proud whenever people give compliment about his youngness.It doesn't matter,Abah.As long as you're healthy.

My generous man :)

I always pray,that you may have a 100 years more.I always do.
You have a place of honor,deep within my heart. I'm so glad that you are my Abah.I love you, very dearly.I'm your biggest fan!!

Err Abah,can i have some pocketmoney? kidding!hehe. Momma,i'll talk about you in my next post okay?

Some books you must read before you die.

2010-02-23T05:14:00.000-08:00

I always admire Khaled Hosseini for his magnificent storytelling that could incite my heart.His first novel,The Kite Runner is one of the best novel ever read.(oh seriously Wallahi).Generally speaking,it doesn't merely contain a grain of truth,but also a genuinely veracity and frankness.
The Kite Runner tells about a twelve-year-old Amir who is born to a wealthy and affluent family and indeed a best friend of his servant named Hassan who has been treated by Amir's father like royalty.However,a painful and unforgettable incident destroys their good friendship.Amir and his family migrates to America when Russians invade Afghanistan. I felt thrilled and horrified to discover all the hidden truths revealed after Amir gets back to Afghanistan to locate long-lost-Hassan. You guys must read it,yeah it did pull every string of my heart to hum.Credits to Khaled Hosseini.Sometimes i even couldn't put the book down!

Another heart-bursting novel that attracts me as well is A Thousand Splendid Suns,also written by Khaled Hosseini. The novel focuses on two women,Mariam and Laila.Mariam suffers ever since she is born, for being an illegitimate child.(her mother calls her a harami)Her sufferness keeps going on and on as her mother hangs herself.Then she is forced by her father,Jalil to marry Rashid when she is only fifteen.Her pains never reach the peak;Jalil is a bad-tempered man.His anger is a norm to Mariam.Then she starts to know Laila and a strong tie is bound between them after two decades later,or thereabouts.And as Taliban colonizes,life has become greatly distressed. Oh you guys must read.These novels are beaming and lustrous indeed i tell you. They even made me burst into tears!

yes i really meant it.

A tangled web.

2010-02-05T22:35:00.000-08:00

My strength,my courage,my vehemence,my aspiration and my fortitude to carry the day,

Hoping you both are fine fettle, i am jumping up and down here. Most days, i am on the go.I didn't good enough for my midsem exams. i sufficed them in canter. I am deliberately hurt.I am so sorry..
Anyway, i miss you to bits!

I was trapped in lots of conflicts.Cutting the cackle, i saw many hypocrisies, conspiracies, denials,rejections,hatreds,fake smiles,and they revolved around me.Oh how i learned life, like the device,and i just want to learn more!